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Lost in a restless sleep
the nightmares appear again
Trying to wake up
I can not deal with some much pain.
Memories flashing through my mind
flattered pictures of rape
I try my best to forget
but the nightmares I can't escape.
I remember his eyes, the smile
I remember his voice
I tried to get out
But I had no choice.
I screamed on the top of my lungs
I cried all the tears I had
But even my humble prayers
didn't make him feel bad
he got what he wanted
and then left me alone
for once in my life
i didn't mind being on my own.
The scars are all gone now
But the pain is still there
and sometimes I can not handle
and the pain gets hard to bare
I thought about suicide
I didn't think I would be missed
but I couldn't go on with it
when I put the knife on my wrist
I still have much to live for
The pain I must forget
I must think of what I have right now
and not bout what I had
But luckely the nightmares
will be chased away by the sun
When the horrible night is over
and a new day just begun
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Door:
dutchie
Datum:
09/12/08
Tijdstip:
12:55:40
Beoordeling:
9
Aantal Stemmen:
2
Tags:
pain
hurt
nightmare
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